Friday, August 13, 2004
sigh.....wad a WEEK....i reallie so deeply in darkness......lost......i tink its cauze of HER again......sigh.....when will she agree.....tink neva...life's always unfair...u neva noe....and poor elaine...always gettin pestered by some1....sigh....am i that bad????and is HE that good????dunno....people might hav different taste.......and HE scolded me F*** 4 wad????i dunno.....it should be me who say that 2 him!!!!!cauze..........haix...hopeless.....everything is juz hopeless....juz let the days go past.....juz shoot shoot shoot....then learn learn learn and play play play....when will i luv luv luv......sigh.....she wouldn't like me 1...but dunno y i oso not si xin.....who ask me so devoted..........its juz fate......cannot change it........................