Was reading a manga, Bitter Virgin.
Shall extract e last part which i think is quite, meaningful.

Certainly, the day will come when the two of us must part.

One day a man much more mature than I am should take care of Aikawa

One day he will find a cheerful girl much more suited for him than I am

But until that day comes...

How less complicated relationships would be if everyone thinks this way.
Not that its anti-climax but i think its realistic.
You never know what would happen to your relationship...

Hi guys.
Today was NCSS carnival. Its dam slack for a volunteer like me. geez.
Erm.
Ah well. went to watch fireworks. it as gd. heh

Had balloon sculpting on Monday. Quite interesting but im certain i learned nothing. lol. obscene but, its dam funny, if only u guys where there.





This dog is cute lar. omg...
Sadly though, notice the leash attached to the railings?
The owner may have gone shopping in the mall and left him here.
This dog may even be abandoned.

Hmmm..

tsk tsk. pet owners nowadays

To sum it up...

My first semester in poly would be ending in a week's time.
It may seem to me that i had learn nothing but after i reflect upon it, it isn't true.
The thing i learned most about is actually.. myself

Me.
In my course, around 80 people with many personalities.
Of the 80, I think i only know about 30 of them? Thats considered little... and Im serious.
I have worked with various people in my group.
I'll list them here... (none of my poly friends know that i have a blog)

Jon
Tarci
Kenn
Mildred
Shaiz
Jannah
Joanne
Huili
Benjamin

I have worked with 9 people in group projects.
All of them are different in their style of working.
If a person is not with my liking, previously, I would not even bother to talk to him or her.
Poly life seriously taught me how to work with different people.
Amusing isn't it.
I only realized Im not good with people when i entered this course.

Im not sociable
Im not out-going
Im not influential
Im not taking my own stand either
Im not independent

Somehow I think the one who really make me realize quite a number of things is that 24 year old guy over there.
I really admire him.
For countless of things.

Ever wondered why i always ask people out to study? Or maybe join in study groups.
To me its some sort of bonding sessions, to catch up with my friends.
Im not doing it often.
Still....

It sort of backfired.
I realized theres lesser and lesser things we have in common
theres lesser and lesser things to talk about
theres no link in whatever we talk
an F does not equals to a U, after all the marking system is different
an A is way much harder for those in JCs

Dude....
YOU CAME INTO THIS COURSE KNOWING THAT YOU ARE ALONE.
But Why Are You So Afraid Of Loneliness
You Silly Boy~

Theres no room for regrets.
Its just time to adapt to changes.

GoodBye, Im considering a 'make-over'

managed to get the national day mood for today. =)

The mood during national day...
i seriously miss that.

Its been a week. Really. can't believe i actually finished my essay! weeee. 1 more to go.psychology exam.im gonna screw it man. great.

What is good without evil,
what is dirty if everything were to be clean,
how can you be rich when no one is poor
who are the geniuses when everyone were to be smart,
what is big when everything were to be the same size,
balance makes the world go round,
but..

the only exception is.



There can still be love without hate