im pissed..


with everything...


having been in this stupid place for 14+ years..

i still dunno a single thing bout this dreadful world...




I HAVE ALOT OF EL HOMEWORK...
thx to some people..


and some asshole is singing some lame ass shit..thinking its dam funny..

im so dam pissed lors!!!!!...



first english..
i never get so much homework in my life..
you are the 1st teacher that makes me freaking streesed up..
u are also one of e teachers who make me feel im a complete loser..

u know..
i actually had stored tears in my eyes when u scold me??

its not tt i cry cuz u scold me..
cuz im stressed..

i hope i can be ok during sch work..

but u scold me like im a loser..

u said im lazy but i really tried my best..

no teacher has ever made me so sad before...
and what i gotta do by monday..


MY FREAKING WHOLE DECEMBER HOLIDAY HOMEWORK
some crap person recount essay
some crap cpc chart..
some ass worksheets.....



fuck man!!!
i love my weekends..
and u messed it up like this!!!

hais..



im a coward..
true..
thats what every1 sees in me..

i really am..

i dun dare to confess my love to her..
i dun dare to face her..
its really e guy avoiding e gal..

and im a loser..
sitting there..for some fucking miracles tt do not happen..

i can feel shes think im a crazy asshole..

bothering her..

maybe i shld say it all here..

im a freaking wimp...

fuck it..

im really dissapointed..

whenever i wanna seriously talk to u..
u give all those face like im a freaking pervert..

i know..
im juz saying but not doing it..

i dun have e chance to talk to u duh..
i hate this feeling of not trusting anyone..


its really every1..

its like..
suffering..

i'll rather be illiterate like some people..
leading a simple life..


i wld not have social issues..
and studies.. and to face teachers who give tons of work


those teachers...
ARE SO SARCASTIC>>>>>
k the end..


now i know y im pissed....

WARNING:freaking emotional content..

fuck sia..
dun be too direct next time..im telling some people..


im already dam pissed...


sianz...

i can throw my handphone away now..
its just some stupid thing
which i dun use..

i sms everybody also say busy..
but actually is smsing some1 else..


i hate people who are sooooo.......direct...fuck it

can't u see me freaking enduring..and u still pour oil into fire??

fuck lar..



flirts..


im..


sick and tired of everything..








i wanna..sleep and not wake up..

im gay..what u expect manly assholes..


asshole son of a bitch..
that fucking hypocrite....
is the cause of my struggle today..

i can only blame myself..


but its also cuz of his dam fucking big mouth

y can't he juz keep it damm heeeeeellllll shut!!!

and some more exaggerate...
fucking moronic flirt...


desporado....
he can't understand whats a joke and whats not?


he dun understand what to say and what not to..

everything u said to her..

make it liddat..



dam U!!!

go rot in hell..im pissed


its not obvious who u are..




so scram and dun ask me who....



fucking hell..



~~~pissed

stupid..
went to watch moviee..hahah
den liddat lor..
tired..
tomorrow gotta go sch
for ushering...
fffffff
sianz
haha

MAYBE...

im not for her..
shes like..
more matching with another guy..
i can't fit into her life..
in anyway..
maybe......
she is for him..i dunno..
im alone..
every1 dislikes me..
those ppl in me class..
everywhere...thinks im a cbkp person
hai..

that gurl..
she.........







hmm..




why is it never fair..




issit cuz im not sincere?



or...
she really is fated for him?

haiz..
stupid sia..
i can't......

make myself......
i cannot give in..
i will not give up..

but sometimes..

giving up may be a better choice..
but im a stubborn person.


and i cannot...
lose her..

Im now making this clear to myself..
i will not give up..
i feel that i really love her..
even though we dun even talk; if i ever see u..it would light up my day
im not being romantic or what..
it may be bitter..and sour..
but i think..
if i persist and really try..it would end up sweet..and delicious..
i won't be confused anymore by other infatuations..
now i swear that..
i really love..[M*****]
if u see e post and think im sick...tell me and i'll delete it..