2 weeks past....
valentines day..
juz a normal day...
for me..juz a day for me to give some crap to her
really..its c-r-a-p.
well...i have no time..
maybe im not sincere enough..who knows..

everyone have been steading..
for what i think.
they juz wanna be attached
im being influenced..
im tempted...to be with some1 i blindly love.
from what i know..
im now in a huge mess..
i actually have an infatuation with some1
at e same time..
i also like some1 else...
maybe its love since its so long.
maybe its not..
maybe its juz my imagination that i really like her.
maybe its juz cuz im too emotional.
maybe its juz tt i miss her as a good friend.
maybe.....
and more maybes...

im always tired....

thinking bout all those relationship stuff..
when im not even in one..
im always thinking bout the sec1 and beginning of sec2 days..
when me and her were quite close..

now..im a cold hearted beast.
i dun take the initiative to even greet her.
im a loser..
i wanna sleep..
and not wake up but
i knew i have to face reality----
to be continued..lazy

chi new year juz went...
something surprising happened...totally shocked e whole shooting
i dun think i wanna say it here..cuz its sad..

well..back to my pathetic story..
i really cannot stop..lovin her..
haix..i very despo hor..
and very the...emmm...i think strange larz..
cuz i like e person..budden..i still like trying not to see her liddat..
shes like also think i invisible liddat..
hai..
i think i broken e promise we made le lor..
not to avoid each other when we meet..
hai..sry ks?
the thing is tt..i really dam hell shit fustrated
i reallly..love u..
ok..
i can't force meself to like some1 else..
can juz accept the fact tt..i like ya??
sry ks if i like..make u embarrassed or what...

gotta do some shit stuff...
cya and good luk all...
happy lunar new years
CHEERS =)