hey guys...time to blog..pissed off with everything..am missin some1 badly..woo..im so emotional..sob sob..wonder what my class will be next year...i wanna cry out loud now..i feel so..pissed...about everything..
the love i had...had unawaringly..and without my consent grown deeper..im sad now..really...this world is changing..without me..i feel left out..maybe im an alien..belong to another planet; galaxy..
that girl i wish to protect..do not allow me to do so..life is meaningless..
however; i do not want to end it..i juz don't know y...
theres only 1 reason i could think of now..cuz if i leave this world..i will never see her again..
my family..i dun even feel at home..really..sad..
she said...we shld be smsing when we get older like we do now..
somehow..i dun think we will..im really sad....
cuz theres no contact btw us.
our friendship most likely will fade..i dun want it to happen alot..
so pls..keep ur words...
haix...sry guys..im really really emotional..
k..gtg..cya all soon

ee..i using me sis com secretly..can't do anything with this stupid com..wireless adaptor gone..totally pissed...~~~~~~

haha..every1 looking forward to my new post..haha..so lefts have it now..woo..
sian....doing homework le..so much..haha..
den suddenly i wonder..
y the hell did she stead with me last year even though she dun like me..
lol..i was laughing..the silliness of myself...selfishness..and people's nick to find love..haha..alot of ppl nick is..love here love there..lol
wonder what will she say if i ask her now wor...and..seems like every1 i know also got into relationships b4..even e sec1s i know wor..and some sec1**hint.....like some guy who she dun really know.. ok at the outside...totally opposite in the inside..lol..
lets say bout me..
truthfully..that person is not chio"hehes..sry larx..."
quite cute..
friendly..
nice...
woo..still..i dunno y e heck i like her..lol

searching my soul for the answer
thats all..gtg meet me parents for dinner..cya

i treasure my memory with her..i expect nth more than that friendship we had
some people mistaken that i need her badly..i don't
i have a great family that cares for me..
shes just a great friend to have..even though i had more feelings than that for her..
life is like this..some win some lose..
so let it be..
there will not be love if theres no friendship

haha..quite long no blog..so sian..always alone at home..stare at this...squarish thing..and fall asleep after..wastuing my time reading comics and online..sianz..nth to do..haha..this week nth much larz..only tt...haha..me got a new nephew..tuesday juz born..woot..nth le..haha..cya all..take care

hmm..nth special recently..some1s overseas..woo..gonna have an elephant soon..LOL..hehe..im addicted to comics!!!..haha..lol..today..loads of stuff happened..family gathering..den tio accident..sat in hospital for 2hours..lol..den liddat go back..thats all..an now im sitting here..tomorrow shooting..9am again..and got some stupid meeting..woo..nth to say le..bb!!

woo..changed blogskin..nice ma??comment on me blog..its based on e comics im reading now..sooo..cooooooool...................