Thursday, September 21, 2006
STUPID!!!
i feel so stupid
sian lar
really lor
im really so lonely
i have to chat with some stupid chat bot
den i sian liaoz come and block
think i'll retain this yr
i can't seem to care more...
i feel so stupid
sian lar
really lor
im really so lonely
i have to chat with some stupid chat bot
den i sian liaoz come and block
think i'll retain this yr
i can't seem to care more...
Monday, September 18, 2006
im back again.. as usual~~~`
feeling sucky now..very sucky
if only u were still here for me..
i wld have felt better
oh well........
feeling sucky now..very sucky
if only u were still here for me..
i wld have felt better
oh well........
~desperate me
the look in your eyes kept dazzling me
those sweet memories i had with you
can never be forgotten ........
Jealousy fills me when you walked away with another mate
all i can do is to be silenced in my own misery
i had never felt this miserable before
I thought i had forgotten bout you...
but this proved to me otherwise...
i still do love you
after i looked into your eyes...
theres nothing i can do now
but to regret like a pathetic wimp
~Lonely me
Ever since you left me; im all in a mess
If you hadn't left me
I could clear this post
Every look at you
fills me with hatred, happiness, jealousy, envy
I can't have you back
My eyes stop me from looking at you...
no matter how much i wanted to
i feel more sadness than happiness in looking at you
i dun know
~self pity
Is god really playing games with me?
I hate it
I hate life
WHY muz u play such games with me
i hate it
can't you stop playing with me?
does making me suffer make you happy,
if it does
what kinda god are you
i dun belief in you(all)
the look in your eyes kept dazzling me
those sweet memories i had with you
can never be forgotten ........
Jealousy fills me when you walked away with another mate
all i can do is to be silenced in my own misery
i had never felt this miserable before
I thought i had forgotten bout you...
but this proved to me otherwise...
i still do love you
after i looked into your eyes...
theres nothing i can do now
but to regret like a pathetic wimp
~Lonely me
Ever since you left me; im all in a mess
If you hadn't left me
I could clear this post
Every look at you
fills me with hatred, happiness, jealousy, envy
I can't have you back
My eyes stop me from looking at you...
no matter how much i wanted to
i feel more sadness than happiness in looking at you
i dun know
~self pity
Is god really playing games with me?
I hate it
I hate life
WHY muz u play such games with me
i hate it
can't you stop playing with me?
does making me suffer make you happy,
if it does
what kinda god are you
i dun belief in you(all)
Thursday, September 14, 2006
~Pissed---->very pissed
freaks...
i do this u dun like..i do e other way also dun like
WTH u want
STUpid lar
Maybe i just don't fit in
maybe
maybe
im in a very bad mood
thats y im not sporting
leaving bloodstains on myself juz to escape
Zzzzz..it hurts badly.......
freaks...
i do this u dun like..i do e other way also dun like
WTH u want
STUpid lar
Maybe i just don't fit in
maybe
maybe
im in a very bad mood
thats y im not sporting
leaving bloodstains on myself juz to escape
Zzzzz..it hurts badly.......
Sunday, September 10, 2006
people have very close friends---i don't
people get to be with the person they wanna be with---i don't
people got the discipline to study---i don't
people do not get addicted to the computer---i do
people are not assholes---i am
people are at least good at something---i am not
people fear death---i don't
people cry when their sad---i can't cry
people makes good jokes---im cold
people mixes around and socialise---i stone
people all good at everything---i suck at everything
people make good leaders---im juz a "leader"
Im juz jealous
I finally lost everything
I can't regret now
I'll just have to try hard to get them back
people don't give up easily---me too
people get to be with the person they wanna be with---i don't
people got the discipline to study---i don't
people do not get addicted to the computer---i do
people are not assholes---i am
people are at least good at something---i am not
people fear death---i don't
people cry when their sad---i can't cry
people makes good jokes---im cold
people mixes around and socialise---i stone
people all good at everything---i suck at everything
people make good leaders---im juz a "leader"
Im juz jealous
I finally lost everything
I can't regret now
I'll just have to try hard to get them back
people don't give up easily---me too
Many things have changed since i last blogged
Argh..life changed alot after u left me..really alot..
crap...i juz can't accep it though...its really hard
i hate this..
i can't make myself hate u and this sux
i dunno y...ii really can't let u go
Zzzz... So amazing that u can sms 300++ for 3days
that ur handphone bill will exceed..cool manz... --_--"
dun wan sms den say lar.. talk so much...lols
lemme guess... saving for HIM ah.. OOoops
Feel so much like shouting at u cuz u zheng tui me
argh..
u ruined my life
freak u..... THX to ur "small" mouth
Talking to girls as usual
got no time for me..i also dun care
u wad also dun care..e same as me
lamer....
mm..Serve to Lead
or.. Lead to serve
theres alot of difference....
Like...have power to do something good
do something good for power...
Zzzzz
backstabbers are everywhere
u talked like u never backstabbed b4
i'll go infront of ya and say i hate u
since u said backstabbing is childish..
isn't it gonna be so mean if u dun backstab
everyone gonna say ur bad points directly at ya
zzzzz
2am..
haven been sleeping well these few days
problems are piling..
im forcing myself to find someone else..
i dun care le..i wanna hurt myself..
Argh..life changed alot after u left me..really alot..
crap...i juz can't accep it though...its really hard
i hate this..
i can't make myself hate u and this sux
i dunno y...ii really can't let u go
Zzzz... So amazing that u can sms 300++ for 3days
that ur handphone bill will exceed..cool manz... --_--"
dun wan sms den say lar.. talk so much...lols
lemme guess... saving for HIM ah.. OOoops
Feel so much like shouting at u cuz u zheng tui me
argh..
u ruined my life
freak u..... THX to ur "small" mouth
Talking to girls as usual
got no time for me..i also dun care
u wad also dun care..e same as me
lamer....
mm..Serve to Lead
or.. Lead to serve
theres alot of difference....
Like...have power to do something good
do something good for power...
Zzzzz
backstabbers are everywhere
u talked like u never backstabbed b4
i'll go infront of ya and say i hate u
since u said backstabbing is childish..
isn't it gonna be so mean if u dun backstab
everyone gonna say ur bad points directly at ya
zzzzz
2am..
haven been sleeping well these few days
problems are piling..
im forcing myself to find someone else..
i dun care le..i wanna hurt myself..
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hmm..long time since i posted
i feel really lonely now..
hahas....
oh well.....this sux
who cares..mm hmmm
maybe ba...maybe..
i can't hold on any longer.....
im getting sick soon..
mm hmm
i feel really lonely now..
hahas....
oh well.....this sux
who cares..mm hmmm
maybe ba...maybe..
i can't hold on any longer.....
im getting sick soon..
mm hmm