lolx...todae get back report book...sianz...do dam lan...sianz...and seems alot of people see me buey song...so.....its like every 1 hates me and i juz jump off the building suan le....sianz...if only...she won't be sl...sianz.....i feel shes starting to change.....budden....maybe not....but i reallt dun want her to be sl.....even some sls themselves admit when people becomes sl most likely change de...sianz...shes always...mking me so jealous!!ahh...lolx....not i jealous i no sl...is that the guyz...ahh!!! she mix with so freaking much with them...touch here touch there...make me so jealous...sianz.....lolx....maybe i too sensitive...budden i really can't forget bout her even noe we are impossible...haix...i think i am hopeless...=P

sianz...she haven been slt for how many weeks or days only....and she getting like...not so close to me le...i won't changed..ok...u changed liaoz...think if she sl...Haha...心里有数....not sayin...it may not happen..lolx.today quite fun lahz...hse games...as usual shaun tan dragged me out...lolx..nvm...den i anyhow play...see me run here run there...do nth de...cuz i nob...nth lahz...then shooting...shoot quite gd lohz...lolx....bhb...scarely competition shoot lyk shit...i cry man..haha...not realy much things today...jux always feeling sad....haix...heaven is so unfair to me...or maybe i really am juz fugly....haha...love sux...haha.....everything dun suck except slb and love...lolx

sianz...ok..prepared to have my board spamed....kkz..here goes... SLB sux...sianz lohz...i dun want her to go in lohz....there are a few reasons y...which i dun dare 2 tell her...1st...i dun get to see her much le.....haix...then its like...once people go into SLB they talk things that u dunno and then will act like a fool liaoz...then is like...sianz lahz...u not as close to em le....every1 says they would not change...even her....i dun belief lohz...is not i dun trust her...is i dun trusts sls......even sls trainees will become mad....cuz they kana influenced by those act like fools sls....lolx...am i insulting really much???who cares....SLB took away alot of my frenz.....and it suck....i wanna make it clear...Sls dun suck is SLB that sux....if u dunno wad it means...i dun care....juz try to understand wad i sayin....and..wanna continue....and if she goes into slb....some sl will like her..then will be so pissed off....and got some sls like her and all e crabbx......so....i hate SLB...not sls again...always stealing my frenz minds into some retarded assholes.....and always like when they talking about it...u lyk so xtra de....haix...sianz lahz...den i will see her all so stressed up den see her hardly smile....fuck...told her not to join le dun listen to me lohz...haix...so saddening....so saddening....fuck lahz....wah laoz....always dun listen to me de lahz her.....its like so obvious who is she le...budden...no1 sees my blog...so...nth de lahz...lolx....lame...haix....so pissed off now lohz....told her.....nvm....this is private...den...i juz hope she really won't be sl....really....i really pray hard...i dun wanna see her all so stressed and sad....i wanna see her cheerful.....i dun wanna see her like...being strangers with me.....like wad happened to me and SOME1...who i dun wanna name...really man....pls listen to me for this time lahz....DUN BE SL CAN ANOT???? Is not i selfish or jealous lohz....its juz....that...ok..i may be selfish...i dun wanna lose a fren......its like...when some1 become sl they seem to ignore u liaoz....think they higher status than u.....some of em say they won't change BUT they changed alot....who noes lahz...i trust u but i dun trust sls...really i beg u.....PLS DUN BE SL x999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999.......lame....really....can do it for my sake once????i really beg ya

sianz..todae dam sianz..haix...dunno wad lahz....i juz feel sad...dunno...i can sense something dam sad gonna happen....haix...pls dun lemme really be so accurate in my prediction...failed so many sub...haix....i still...luv her alwaes....haix......maybe...we should learn to accept failures...shi1 bai4 shi4 cheng2 gong1 zhi1 mu3...maybe...but i dun think so lohz...haix..pathetic rite???=P.....so....juz wanna tell her...(bet she won't read my blog..lolx)that...i really...love her...lolx....(wait my sis see again....then xiang3 wai1....lolx....)

faggot...faggot...y muz i always like some1.....thats not suitable...fuck..,...fuck....fuck....fuck....fuck.....fuck....fuck.....fuck.....fuck......so pissed.....fuck....fuck....fuck....fuck.....fuck...fuck....fuck....fuck....when can everything be all good.....fuck it man....fuck lahz.....fuck lahz....go 2 freaking hellll..............so pissed.........so pissed............so pissed.............ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!some1 save me pls.....SO SADZ now.........pissed...pissed....and pissed

haix....everything sux....sux..sux...sux...now exams....sux....sux....everything seems impossible.....for me...sux..sux..sux.....i-m-p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e!!!!fuck lahz....so dam pissed off.....took e wrong time to tell me....suk..suk...suk....everything sux....family sux.....joyce quek sux most...go kill everybody in eng exam.......FUCK MANZ!!!!