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Kill
The Light
take ‘em out, turn ‘em off, break ‘em down.
Monday, January 23, 2006

i got nth to say today..juz that

I JUZ CAN"T LET HER GO...
even though i muz.. hai..
i hate myself..im a loser..
everything tt happened now is cuz of..me..

Friday, January 13, 2006

YEAH...i survived today..
me sis is not at home..so can go online and blog..

SHHHH!!!....
im so dead..
i cannot like tt person k?
oh man..tt person i really cannot cannot like de..
if i really like means...Guai4guai4 de...
sianz...

feel annoyed...its true i still avoids her..
if i look at her..i feel heartbroken de..
i juz dunno y..im wierd..
juz ate 2 bars of hi-chews..
im sick...

everyone hates me..
everyone will also like avoid me and try not to talk to me
alot of ppl...is annoyed bout me..
well..liddat lor..
haiz.....

I NEED SOME1.....

~Badly>>


well..she seems annoyed bout me too..
smsing her all day thinking shes free..
who am i..
im juz a small fry to her..
without me..her life will never change..
maybe change for a better...
where theres no loser annoying her..
and keep asking to be with him..




>>>POTENTIAL IMH RESIDENT~

Thursday, January 12, 2006

I...can't lie anymore...i really...am stressed...

I eat at least one bar of candy per day..

I tear every week..
Argh...
Now i find that...my only hope now is..
her..
my only challenge now is..
sustain our friendship.....
other things..let nature takes it course..

i dunno if shes really for me..
but i know im not for her..

my smile hides my sadness in me...


juz came back from orientation debrief...conclusion:cca leaders and SLs are totally different people...
SLs are more experienced
SLs hold more authority
take charge of ur own sch=TOTALLY TOTALLY...wrong

CCA leaders..
y the hell are we asked to help in orientation?
we are not as experienced as SLs...
y are we needed???
Manpower?

huh?

From all the faces and comments i hear and see..
Not all SLs accepts cca leaders..

u think i love wasting time?

no..i would rather sleep than do orientation stuffs..

too bad im a cca leader..i do this cuz i love my cca..
i take pride in my cca..i wanna show other ppl what
my cca is...not cuz of power and stuffs..its juz pure love
for my cca...

well..i've got nth more to say...