Wednesday, November 23, 2005
hmmm..maybe everyones right..im indeed a fuking love psycho..well...i got no comments..juz tt im pissed..totally..now i dun dare to sms her..well...only today..cuz..haix...something bad happened..to me..so who cares..its me anyway..no1 cares bout me..y not i be self centred and think im e centre of attention..think im god..think im the creator..to change everything tt does not appeal to me...well..i dunno...i think im already doing tt..self pity...y can't i not think of all those unhappy things for once...y can't i even have a friend who tells me straight what im wrong..well..i do have some1....khee ern..well..he told me e wrong stuff..directly to me..and not givin me any embarrasment to e public..i did not like it at 1st..but..i soon realised my mistake and change..its cuz of him..that i changed...to a not so self-centred person..well..i admit im still selfish...not even knowing y..she changed so much to me..i feel now..im not suitted for her..some1 else is..im selfish..i can't let go..now..i expect more..i still want her....and..e reason y i "hate" lil girl..well..i dun really hate her..its juz tt..im shocked..woo..sure i am..she changed from some reason..i was chatting on msn 1 day..den she told me some woah!!unbelievable stuff..well..hmm...think sia..u happy now??u think u are not acting?? u know who really cares and who dun?? i know i dunno what u're thinking...if u really wanna know y..talk to me privately..somethings can't be said here..woot..nth to say le..cyaz