Sunday, November 20, 2005
sianz..suddenly..i feel so guilty of lyk...making her embarrassed..from everything i done...hmmm..i hope u'll forgive me..well..den i dunno how to express me love to ya..wahahah..k..holidays..i cannot remember my spelling -_-..so.. hmm..i duno...maybe..its time for u to tell me e truth and everything..its time for u to tell me yes or no..i don't mind..if its a yes..so be it..if its a no..so be it..i juz..wanna know....for e last time..if its a yes..i would treasure e time i haf with u..not some lame 3 days thingy again..i promise..well..if its a no..den i'll treasure ya as a friend..and not let some misunderstandings break us up again..i don't want our friendship to be like a building without a good foundation..which is going to collapse anytime..hmm..well.....i think..thats all i wanna say...so now..don't hide anything from me k?if u don't like anything bout me..juz tell me..i won't mind...i had never felt this for a lifetime..i really really cannot lose u now..i juz can't...it seems..i will miss u badly next year..not able to see u everyday...hurts me silently...well...i have to try to endure den....nth to say le...cya ppls............................................................................................................woot..help me tag me board....or any freaking comments u have..good or bad..don't mind..haha