hey guys...time to blog..pissed off with everything..am missin some1 badly..woo..im so emotional..sob sob..wonder what my class will be next year...i wanna cry out loud now..i feel so..pissed...about everything..
the love i had...had unawaringly..and without my consent grown deeper..im sad now..really...this world is changing..without me..i feel left out..maybe im an alien..belong to another planet; galaxy..
that girl i wish to protect..do not allow me to do so..life is meaningless..
however; i do not want to end it..i juz don't know y...
theres only 1 reason i could think of now..cuz if i leave this world..i will never see her again..
my family..i dun even feel at home..really..sad..
she said...we shld be smsing when we get older like we do now..
somehow..i dun think we will..im really sad....
cuz theres no contact btw us.
our friendship most likely will fade..i dun want it to happen alot..
so pls..keep ur words...
haix...sry guys..im really really emotional..
k..gtg..cya all soon