4 years in shooting....

year 1.
I wasn't that well known in shooting.
Im actually the 3rd shooter.
So yeah~ it was me, shawn and khee ern.
Our 1st year in competition.
Seriously, i don't expect much.
Im like one of the shooters that don't really have much attention?
i still remember.
NUS shoot.
khee ern, shawn and alson went for it. The others didn't cuz its like we arn't gd enough.
I dunno why i just feel so.... gahh~

Competition.
Amazing...
i shot e best among e boys.
i didn't know how but.
hmmmm...
C boys 1st in north zone. 5th in Nationals
individual 2nd in north zone.

2nd year.
I seriously don't have the mood to train.
Its like. Really really
im so sick and tired of shooting.
and yeah

lots of memory of my 2nd year is like gone?
competition day.
its me, shawn and khee ern agn.
why why why.
why did we go to yishun park.
it was a grave mistake.
sheesh

3rd year.

its like. shit bag agn.
IM ALWAYS NO. 11....
if u are top 10 u get into finals. lols~~

4th year.

this year wld be the year i will remb for life.
the urge to win was seriously there.
i mean yeah
i put in the most effort this year
and yeah~~~
i can say i shot pretty well this year.
but our benefactors up there is never fair.
im off form during competition day. oh well..
and so this is the end of my shooting days.

I REGRET.
i regret not continuing shooting


i went to safra yesterday(wednesday)
i realise that shooting has alr been part of me....
like god dammit.
why did i give up on it
theres no returning now is there??
shit it

so dear jrs.
DO WHAT U WANT TO DO AND DUN REGRET AFTER.
i know you guys arn't putting in you best yet.
i was like you.
so please.
for my sake and your own.
please~