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Kill
The Light
take ‘em out, turn ‘em off, break ‘em down.
Monday, August 11, 2008

To sum it up...

My first semester in poly would be ending in a week's time.
It may seem to me that i had learn nothing but after i reflect upon it, it isn't true.
The thing i learned most about is actually.. myself

Me.
In my course, around 80 people with many personalities.
Of the 80, I think i only know about 30 of them? Thats considered little... and Im serious.
I have worked with various people in my group.
I'll list them here... (none of my poly friends know that i have a blog)

Jon
Tarci
Kenn
Mildred
Shaiz
Jannah
Joanne
Huili
Benjamin

I have worked with 9 people in group projects.
All of them are different in their style of working.
If a person is not with my liking, previously, I would not even bother to talk to him or her.
Poly life seriously taught me how to work with different people.
Amusing isn't it.
I only realized Im not good with people when i entered this course.

Im not sociable
Im not out-going
Im not influential
Im not taking my own stand either
Im not independent

Somehow I think the one who really make me realize quite a number of things is that 24 year old guy over there.
I really admire him.
For countless of things.

Ever wondered why i always ask people out to study? Or maybe join in study groups.
To me its some sort of bonding sessions, to catch up with my friends.
Im not doing it often.
Still....

It sort of backfired.
I realized theres lesser and lesser things we have in common
theres lesser and lesser things to talk about
theres no link in whatever we talk
an F does not equals to a U, after all the marking system is different
an A is way much harder for those in JCs

Dude....
YOU CAME INTO THIS COURSE KNOWING THAT YOU ARE ALONE.
But Why Are You So Afraid Of Loneliness
You Silly Boy~

Theres no room for regrets.
Its just time to adapt to changes.

GoodBye, Im considering a 'make-over'